pressures

well, i don't care about what people says on me especially bad one
i am the one who knows every single thing in my life
who cares i feel desperate
who cares i look sad
none ~
so, all pressures push on me
it is hard to survive, but i have to
no matter how far and how long i have to struggle on
there are no one
except Almighty Allah knows what i feel what i see what i hear
i keep remembering memories of my beautiful childhood
wondering if it would happen again
or not ~
sometimes i want to say stop to myself
but i can't
something big has been put on my shoulder
i have to finish it first
if i want to walk away
it's close, bim...
be patient
just in couple of days all the pressures will stop one by one
or..maybe
those pressures will never stop crushing you
all you can do is say a prayer to Allah
i believe that Allah hears all prayer, includes mine
one day, i will
there will be a big apple
and i will enjoy the taste of every bite on the apple
sweet
glowing red
there will be beautiful days, afterall...